Kai Writes: Biology Class Romance

hey guys! yep another blog post, this time it's a love story <3 

I'm one of those people who never actually gets with anyone but I have so many encounters... I have a lot of "almost" relationships. It's incredibly weird but I don't really mind? XD they make good stories.

Anywho, back to the real deal:

So during my freshman year, I had the hugest crush on this one guy in my biology class. AND HOLY SHIT HE LIKED ME TOO BUT HE NEVER TOLD ME OMFG WHY BOY. We would always work on projects together, homework, all the stuff and we'd talk a lot about bands cause I was really into indie music (idk it was a phase omfg) and he was too and we liked the same band AND YOU KNOE THAT MAN OVERBOARD HOODIE I HAVE YEAH THATS HIS. And wow okay this boy smelled amazing like holy cow he smelled amazing.

Sometimes I regret not telling him I liked him cause he really liked me but he didn't know if I liked him and yeah it was a weird who likes who kind of thing THIS HAS HAPPENED TO ME MORE THAN ONCE UGH the struggle is real. 

Well we spent the rest of the year with awkward conversations and new crushes lol.

Yep that's my life! He gave me a lot of the clothes I still wear today... I usually exercise in one of the shirts he gave me X'D. We even had matching shoes wow dude like we almost obviously liked each other BUT IDK MAN WE'RE WEIRD.

But yeah he left last year and got a girlfriend and I moved on so it's all good. That's just another anecdote of my life! 

Til next time,

Kai

Kai Writes: How to Ask Your Crush to Prom

lol okay hey guys! you guys have probably read my old post, but if you haven't looked at, you really should! 

quick explanation: my crush is actually my ex and yeah wubwub 

okay on to the (good???) stuff! 

So today, February 25, 2014, I asked a boy to prom. If you didn't see, I gave him this;

He absolutely loves Frozen and I thought he'd really love the soundtrack and everyone loves chocolate candy so X'D yeah, there was a ton of candy in there. 

Anywho! Here's how I asked him:

I know he usually hangs out with his friends before he goes out to lunch in front of the science building, so my best friend and I walked there and I told him I wanted to talk to him.

But if you guys didn't know, I talk to his best friend and his best friend knew about it and told him so yeah he knew this was coming.

So you know what this kid does? HE RUNS. 

Yep, I'm not joking, I grab him and say hey bro, I need to talk to you and HE SPRINTS AWAY. 

I have the most awkward crush ever. So I literally chase after him and give up after a bit cause I lost him in my huge school X'D 

I honestly was going to give up then I was walking down the stairs and I see his friends who totally support me and they're like "oh yeah, he's hiding in the band room." 

So they come with me and they take me to the band room. Then his friend knocks on the door and he's like "who is it?" and his friend is like "oh it's just me" and he's like "oh okay" and he opens the door an me and my best friend sprint inside and his two friends sprint to the exits and guard them. WE ALL KNOW HE MIGHT RUN OMFG. 

So we sat there and I needed to rest cause wow I'm sick and I just sprinted a whole lot that was deadly. Anyways, I sit there for a bit, waiting for my awkward as heck crush to finish his lunch.

I don't really remember this part super well? I told him to open the bag and he's like holy fuck and he showed his friends the cd cause they all know he loves Frozen. So then I asked him how much he liked it from 1-10 and he's like 9. Which is pretty good for the stubborn lameo. I asked him a couple more questions to calm the little fucker down and yeah. 

The lunch bell rings at 1 so I told him okay, I will ask you at 1. (It was like 12:55) because he honestly knew what I was asking him lol. And he's like well what if I just sprint out before you ask? So then I literally smack him in the face with this line "if you don't let me ask you, I will take that as a yes." So he couldn't sprint LOLOLOL. 

Okay it was 1 and I said well let's walk to class together and I'll ask you as we walk. So we were walking, me with my best friend, him with his (who's also my friend), and I literally stop him and ask him "will you go to prom with me?" And he's like uhhhhhhhhhhhhh????????

Then I was like "okay you don't have to tell me an answer now but if you don't give me an answer, I'm taking that as a yes." 

Then he goes "can I text you?"

And I'm like "yeah but that's really lame but okay if you text me, you have to tell me the exact thing face to face the next day."

And he's like "okay okay um um..."

He grabs his best friend and like whispers "omg what do I do what do I do" then his best friend grabs his shoulder and says "okay, if you go, I will go." 

YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HOW BIG THAT IS CAUSE HIS BEST FRIEND REALLY DOESNT WANNA GO AND HE SAID THAT FOR MY SAKE OMFG 

And he's like "...I'm going to text you later." 

And I'm like "alright but you know whatever you say, you have to say to me face to face the next day."

There you have it! He hasn't texted me yet but from what my friend said, I got him in my hands so 50/50 chance ahhhhhhhh <3 I'll tell you all what happens soon! 

Til next time,

Kai

Ranka Lee Wig Review and General Anime Makeup?

hey guys!! I need to update more so I'm going to post my latest costest! 

so me and my friend are doing Ranka Lee and Sheryl Nome from Macross Frontier and I decide well, why not do a makeup test! 

Wig:

First Impression: 

When it got here, I ripped open the packaging asap and wow they really took care of the wig! There was a guard and a free wig cap there for me so I was really happy to see that hehe.

Fit:

It fit my big head smoothly! I have a pretty large head and it's usually hard for me to find wigs that fit me well but this one fit super good.

Color: 

The color is 100% accurate like I could not believe how subtle the green is. It's a perfect in between, without being too bright or too dark. 

Seller: 

I got it on eBay at the store happyjewelryshop2010 and I'll leave a link here! http://bit.ly/1jsmt1R

They sell cosplay wigs and jewelry so do check them out!

Shipping: 

It said it would come between Feb 13 and 22 and I got it around the 18th? And the shipping was free! 

Price: 

It was $18.99, not bad for the quality.

Overall: 

I like how soft the wig is, and it came prestyled! Ranka's signature ahoge was perfect. I'd give this wig an 9.5/10, it sheds a bit, but besides that, it's super cute!!! 

Makeup:

Eyebrows: I put concealer and dusted some brown eyeshadow to thin them out omg I can't do eyebrows for my life //sobs.

Eyes: OMG THANK GOD FOR DAISO AND 1 DOLLAR FALSIES BLESS. Okay so literally just huge winged pencil liner with amazingly long, beautiful falsies that cost so little ;w; I was so happy. Add a little white liner on my waterline for an eye pop!

Lips: I put a little red lipstick and smudge it to make it look pinkish and concealed my lips to make them smaller. 

This makeup is a good, general makeup for any anime character really!! 

Final Pics:

I hope you guys enjoy this lame post!!

kisses all around!! :*

Til next time,

Kai

Kai Writes: Love is unkind.

Hey guys! A lot of people are wondering about my anime life and this is a bit of it that still makes me cry myself to sleep sometimes X'D  

Now here's the story:

In September 2012, I got my first boyfriend. You guys remember how a while ago I told you all about that one guy who I threw a tissue packet at. Yeah, same guy. You know how he asked me out? It was after a club meeting and we walked out together with my two best friends WHO DECIDED OH OKAY LETS RUN AWAY AND LEAVE POOR KAI ALONE WITH HER CRUSH and we walked awkwardly to where I ate lunch and he's like "Will you be my girlfriend?" In the most awkward way possible and of course I said yes THEN HE GAVE ME A FREAKING HIGH FIVE SO IM LIKE yo dude you should like hug your girlfriend and we hugged BUT THE KID DOESNT KNOW HOW TO HUG LIKE WHAT so a few days later (cause I'm mean and our relationship was one of the weirdest ones ever) I sent him a wikihow on how to hug because I'm hella funny X'D. He read it (yes omfg) and oh my god the next few days those hugging skills were the bomb dot com HE EVEN FREAKING PICKED ME UP AND TWIRLED ME ONCE LIKE THIS KID OMG We have the most precious, innocent, and loving relationship ever... But of course, my fucking life is that great (go anime life woo!) and another guy came to play. He was my best friend at the time and a month into my relationship, he gets fucking jealous. FUCKING JEALOUS. That I didn't spend time with him because I got a boyfriend. But I was in the happiest relationship of my life, couldn't he be fucking happy for me? NOPE NOPE NOPE. I cherish my friends more than anything in the world. And he's like "wow I can't believe you like your boyfriend more than you like your best friend." Like honestly, I fucking hate this kid now and we don't even talk anymore ILL TELL YOU GUYS WHY SOON. Anyways, this kind of talk went on for weeks and I really love my friends and if my love life was getting in the way of "friend time" well fuck what the hell am I supposed to do. So on a fucking whim, yes, a whim, I had planned it, but I didn't want to do it, BUT I DID IT. I broke up with the love of my life because I cherished friendship. I gave up so much for my friends... Especially my best friend at the time. Guess how I got repaid for that. Yep. My best friend had a girlfriend who wasn't paying attention to him and now she started caring for him again so he put her over me. What a fucking hypocrite. HE FUCKING USED ME BECAUSE HIS GF WASNT PAYING ATTENTION TO HIM THEN HE TOSSES ME AWAY WHEN SHE CARES LIKE FUCK YOU OKAY SHIT I MADE SO MANY SACRIFICES TO KEEP YOU FUCKING HAPPY AND YOU TREAT ME LIKE THIS SOME FRIEND YOU ARE ASSHOLE BYE 

In my sophomore year, I lost the love of my life and someone I thought was my best friend. I don't care about the friend. He can go die in a hole whatever. But I broke up with the love of my life. I have still loved him since the day we met til now. 

Now before some people who read this say OH MY GOD KAI JUST GET OVER HIM YOURE SO STUPID FOR LOVING YOUR EX STILL um one, fuck you you don't know my life gtfo why are you even reading this if you aren't gonna be supportive and two I ALREADY FUCKING TRIED OKAY.

Summer of 2013, I got a boyfriend. We dated from May to August. It was a wonderful relationship, but I loved him too much. Then when it ended, I realized, I never loved him at all. It was just that I had been suppressing my love for my ex for so long that I had to let it out, even it if was to love someone else who I didn't. He broke up with me and I'm happy he did because I couldn't stay in that relationship knowing I didn't actually love him. That's when I realized what love really is.

Guys, listen to me, I figured out how to truly love someone for every part of them. I found out that love is about how much you care for a person, no matter who they are, if you care about a person, you love them.

My first love will always be my crush and I hope he's my last love. I love him so much guys that I'm actually crying while I write this post. I'm so deeply in love with him. I'd hold him in my arms and never let go. I would hug him until the end of time, just let me hug him one more time please. Love hurts. But it's a good kind of hurt. Like one that tells you to keep fighting on. I'm still fighting for you, my love. I don't care how long it takes. I'll be with you again someday. I will. I promise. 

And that's Kai's sad love story. I hate my life. 

Til Next Time,

Kai

Ymir from Attack On Titan Makeup

hey guys! long time no talk X'D sorry I just haven't been able to update at all... I did win another story, but on My Sweet Prince so I'll have that posted up right after I play!

but here's the real reason I'm posting, I did Ymir makeup today! It was actually supposed to be Snow White from The Wolf Among Us but it looked more like Ymir makeup when I was done so I just added freckles hehe. SORRY FOR THE LOW QUALITY PICS ;A; I used my phone...

Tutorial:

1. Of course, foundation and all that good stuff, I'm not going to do that unless you guys want to see my foundation routine which is really me smacking on foundation X'D. So we'll start off with eyeliner! Draw one little line like this:

2. Now, just draw a straight line from the inside of your eye outward.

3. It's time to wing it!! (Literally)

4. Now add another wig, because why not! 

5. Now take any black eyeshadow and fill up that crease! 

Here's a close up: (just make a kind of curved rectangle?)

6. Now line your waterline.

7. Now make a thin line in the area under your waterline!! 

8. Almost done! Just line the inner corner of your eye.

9. Finally it's time to add Ymir's signature freckles, just take some liquid liner and dot randomly!!

And now you're finished c: Just toss on your snk clothes, style your hair (or wig) and tada!!!

Hope this helped :) 

Ymir, out. 

Til next time,

Kai.